Grace. God's grace. It's one of the hardest things for me to get. I understand it but, it's so hard for me to receive it. I did something, to the world it's nothing big in fact, I've been told enjoy, have fun. I've had this hurt in my heart that I've upset Christ. I've asked for forgiveness and God has forgiven me and keeps reminding me. I just feel so bad. This why I have such a hard time with His grace. I'm so worried I'll do it again. I love Jesus so much it hurts, and I don't want to upset him with who I am. Maybe I'm striving to be too perfect? Time to read more of the word; meditate.
Lord,
I need you. I don't want to feel bad. Show me your love. Show others your love. I don't want to feel like this anymore. Please.
Christ's name,
Amen.
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